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Hard to say goodbye..

Journal Entry: Tue Jul 15, 2014, 1:55 PM
It's hard to say goodbye to one of your best friends you've known for just over 12yrs. I'm not talking about a person, yes I'm talking about a pet. One of my dogs that we've had for just over 12 fantastic years. Her name is Sarah she is a black lab/retriever mix. And one of the sweetest most loving dogs I've ever had the privileged to own and know. Today she moves on to be with my Dad up in that big blue sky full of fluffy clouds and sunshine.

As for what happened, Sarah was having some health problems. It came on suddenly just over a week ago we found out she had an inner ear infection that was causing her some bad vertigo, on top of already having some joint problems with arthritis, old age, and a broken heart from loosing my dad going on 4yrs next month. She'd been having trouble walking and standing, either falling down or bumping into objects or the wall. And her head has been cocked mostly to one side a lot having trouble keeping it level and looking at you. Since going to the vet and being on meds, she hadn't been getting as better as we thought..but getting worse. I skyped with my family to see her one last time, last night and I could see just how worn out and tired she was as she lay down in their kitchen having a hard time keeping her head up let alone to look at me. I'd seen her try to get up and walk, and I can't tell you how heart breaking it was to watch her struggle even with help to get to her bed. 

She'll always be in my heart, I'll always remember the good times. She'll always by my bed hogging cuddly 'bear' (her loving nickname we called her). Always be the one that would cheer me up by kissing my face and giving me so much love right back when I was sad, and staying with me until I felt better. I will always love you Sarah you were such a good girl, the best dog anyone could ever ask for. I love you so so much I know your going to be ecstatic to see Dad give him lots of love for me. love you baby girl.<3…

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Would anyone be interested in Character Sheets if I were to offer them for RLC's? 

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clover-teapot Featured By Owner Jul 16, 2014  Student Digital Artist
Your avatar and character are so cute, I'm dying ;A; 
AyaReiko Featured By Owner Jul 17, 2014  Student General Artist
Aw thank you!!
AsheryW Featured By Owner May 6, 2014
Thank you so much for the watch :hug:
AyaReiko Featured By Owner May 6, 2014  Student General Artist
Your welcome! I really like your cakes! :hugs:
DemonThorvir Featured By Owner May 6, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
AyaReiko Featured By Owner May 6, 2014  Student General Artist
Haha..XD I didn't know I was hard to find?
My da link is in my gaia sig...XD
Mononoke-Kitsune Featured By Owner May 1, 2014  Student Filmographer
Thanks so much for the fav! :iconsupertighthugplz:
AyaReiko Featured By Owner May 1, 2014  Student General Artist
Not a problem! :hugs:
nmsmith Featured By Owner Apr 29, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the watch, Amanda.  Hope you're having a wonderful day.
AyaReiko Featured By Owner Apr 30, 2014  Student General Artist
No problem! Your digital work is gorgeous! :heart:
I am I hope the same for you!
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